This morning, I discovered that I still have in my wallet an index card I made when I was still reviewing for the board exam--the one for conversions. I guess I really am terrible at letting go and moving on.
The reason I'm telling you this is because it made me realize a very important thing: I don't think I'm ready to work just yet. Like how I'm holding on to this index card, I'm holding on to what I've known, what I've been for so long. I'm not willing to let go of what's familiar. The truth is, I want to go back to school. I want to take up Master in Chemistry, then eventually become a QC analyst. But I don't know; it's not easy to make decisions right now. And maybe some dreams are meant to be just that--dreams.
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